The truth will reveal whats real and whats a cheap immitation,same princepal applies in life.I find it so facinating how my life has seen a 360 degrees radius and how it ends up back at the starting line......... dont you think its funny how it seems u are winning then losing then u dont know anymore where u stand in this marathon! I have been carried like a king i have spat on like a vagrant..Makes me wonder is all these fights in life really worth it..MY love can make your weak heart strong! My journey in this life is a book on its own i tried bidding on my own eyes on ebay for i know it's priceless no CBS can ever show the world what i have seen where i have walked and where im still going.While my friends was seeking riches i asked God for wisdom and he gave me this in abundance.
It feels good to be back!In the last couple of weeks i became better acquinted with my better half i became more sanctified with my sanity and my reality that i am and that i will always be! Its a long September night i feel like a reborn sheep whose throat has not been slit like a pitbull without the nozzle like a dreadlocked man without the weed.The word Mi Corazon has just been summed up in all possible languages,my deafening silence over the last two years has grown into a time bomb that kept my mind locked it kept my sanity mild my life is strange! 2am my mind is pacing it feels as if the creases are being ironed straight again and i can continue on my path to that higher throne that was given to me at birth.I dream of places far beyond,places where the name Rushay will be as household as that famous Coke brand.Wonders and disasters are are part of life deal with it overcome it and move on.
direction what does it mean i think we living in a world whose direction are controlled by people without direction just had a chat with a couple of friends about direction in our communities.You might think the situation in your country is differant from mine well its not we have reached globalization and everything is controlled through the same uniformed unity so if you oppose u would be shut trust me when i say that.The world is filled with all sorts of politics u can try and avoid it but it effects your every day existance so remember every word u utter can change someones mind it can bring about a change as to how the world is currently operating
i am caught between the here and the now between a rock and a hardplace,between heaven and hell im searching but all entrances have been closed! What do you want from me? my fetus was saved from the gallows and here i am today thank you father for not foresaking thee,thee utmost respect thee utmost revolt against those that oppose thy commandments..I once again ran into some man that had wisdom that he needed to pass on to me why me? i dont know but sometimes u cant run away from the gift you have been given sometimes we try and run but it doesnt help cos your legs tire your legs become numb and u just feel pain and you ask why me? We endlessly seek the truth but the truth continues to evade us we believe we recieved that truth that we think is the truth but with inspection later we realise that truth was nothing but lies,im twisting my locks hoping to stop the truth from evading my brain.Let me tell you one thing your brain is the deadliest weapon your body holds if u can control you thoughts you can control your destiny!Trust me when i say that.This journey of mine has been a lenghty one it has been troublesome at times its been hard thats all i can say but there is this podium that i will be placed upon i will control so many destinies its almost scary the thought of it but i cant run away from who i am no longer.I met a man from Zim who told me how hungry his people are,the world is filled with selfish leaders with hidden agendas and twisted lies i am no politician nor am i a leader of some sort i am a peoples man i mere peasant.There is more to life then just me we have become a selfish nation where economy and wealth controls our thoughts.I live my life with no fear i live my life with no doubts,i see myself as the peoples man what more can i do what more can i ask for?
Let me open up this blog with a prayer! thank you heavenly father for my life thank you for my wisdom,thank you for my struggles my smiles and my woes,may you continue to guide me and lead me for i am your vehicle im a imperfect man living in a imperfect world forgive me and my sins cos through you wisdom i will become that completed being forever and ever Amen.Im listening to tunes that absorb through my left ear it runs through my mind and like feaces throws out the crap that does not belong in that space.Life has been a journey of strange twist,strange ties new found love and some wounds along the way.When Rushay visions change he looks past colour he looks past a pretty smile right into that eyes that wont stare at me,right into that eyes that judges me at time without know who i am,for i am.....................something,somebody you will never know!
Been awhile hey computer screen still no pimp juice still facing the daily struggles,still lookin for a publisher to distribute my thoughts my mind! Well hi Mr Livejournal thanks for listening to me what can i say life is funny man met some cool people on the way met some woes along the way but still im fighting on.I been on a high i been on a low i been conquering the world i lost myself on the other hand.Everybody wants to BE! Sting i found Roxanne recently and i had to travel all the way to Durban to meet her and she is currently travelling in Spain,everybody knows Rushay's always had a mind of his own and nothing is impossible in his life.Music seems to be making alot of sense at this moment as R.E.M says everybody hurts and i been having some of that in my life aswel.I wonder sometimes more then what i should wonder but i still do wonder cos without a wondering mind you will never truly know or seek to know.I HOPE THAT SOMEONE GETS MY MESSAGE IN THE BOTTLE! Sometimes we forget about simplicity about the humbleness about making a differance not just in your own life but those that surrounds you and comes in contact with you.I have asked God for my 15 years i hope he answers me soon because im becoming impatient now.Im ready to take those giant steps ready to walk the moon if you are with me nobody can be against me.I got a pee i will talk to you later my friend enjoy be safe and watch for those hackers!
Current Mood: determined Current Music: The Police
We had this really interesting discussion i asked him why does it feel when i pray im talking to myself and he told me i am actually doing that because i come from him and i am his.We chilled he wanted to light a cigar but i told him i dont smoke!I just came from the hospital one of my closest homeboys dad is fighting for his life.Walking in that hospital isles im smelling the stench of death seing all the sickly i just realised how thats our passing through life,that we all going to enter this crossroad and how your path is determined by what you have done and how u obeyed his commandments.I didnt notice how time went by jeez man its scary and there still much i wanna do.When people recieve money they feel they blessed when i write a line i feel more blessed cos each line will become embedded in someones mind and it will make him/her change the direction of the path they chose.
Ok enough of the humble bee thats what someone told me but yeah there is a lil voice snippet for yall been listen to this artist called Lina the album is titled Inner beauty movement really dope album we need more Lina's around these days.Im on a anti Akon trip smack that fool outta here
"I wish and pray that i'd never see the day that you' would walk away cos that would take my sun away my world away hope i never see the day wish that what u are would never change i pray"-Lina
"The Best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched.They must be felt with the heart"-Helen Keller
Tags:music Current Mood: determined Current Music: Lina-The inner beauty movement